19 Mei 2005
kisah cinta ngetop di Malaysia lor...dari tanah jawa..indonesia. ...sayu deh...gue tengok semalam..sama teman gue di KLCC...
kisahnye mengenai menemui cinta..ketika masa cinta tiada lagi di hati...mengenai "gadis" yang telah hilang segala rasa tentang cinta..namun menemui nya...pada saat waktu yg paling tidak diduga...dan daripada seseorng yg paling tidak disangka....
cinta yang hadir pada ketika itu...seperti kata nya siti...cinta yang bukan dipaksa....dan bukan cinta yang dicari...tapi ...cinta yang lahir....dan terusan mekar indah..walau pada mulanya...ragu2 yang menimpa...salah arti pada zahirnya..tidak diterima pada asalnya...
namun kisah ini terusan menceritakan yg pertemuan perpisahaan berlaku atas sebab yang telah ditentukan oleh yang maha Esa.Tuhan
kisah ini juga terselit kisah hitam seorng gadis yang terusan membesar menjadi gadis tidak gentar pada apa-apa....seorng yg dahagakan kasih adiknya...yg meniti hari mencari kepastian samada dya kakak yang baik buat adik....jika adiknya masih idup...namun kisah hitam telah meragut semua...semua cintanya...semua sayangnya...sehingga dya bertemu "gadis"...lantas ubah segalanya...dalam kesakitannya..timbul suatu ubatnya...suatu jawaban yang dinanti...suatu yang pasti..sebelum boleh tersenyum mati...
tidak kurang..kisah ini juga diceritakan suatu cinta biasa...alam remaja....cinta si jejaka....tidak putus hampa...kepada nya "Gadis"....yg tidak putus2 mengharap..kasihnya dibalas.....
dan seperti setiap suatu yang diperjodohkan ...
pasti tempatnya ..adalah pada jodoh....pada cinta "Gadis"...
suatu cerita cinta yang amat digalak untuk ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyrakat....
suatu cerita yg pasti tinggalkan kesan mendalam.......terusan kembalikan masa ketika pernah alami....
kisah cinta yg sedemikian rupa.
nonkrong terus deh
JavaneseCurry (muahahahahaha)
19 May 2005
18 May 2005
screaming my head Off
18th May 2005
i couldnt sleep cause of the news yesterday...
TV3 was coverin the news about the late norsalina, the schoolGurl who got knocked down by a trailer, head smashed on the road....the whole kampung created a rage on the road (i totally support it n wished i was livin around that area...definitely i'd be in the front page holdin that papan mayat of hers)....
at first i didnt get it as to why the kampung people were so outraged about the accident..(i know it sounds inHuman...but they were literaly blockin the roads k....)
was it because the fact that she was crossing the road...wit a safety man on the road n still got knocked down..not only that ..her head was smashed ...in front of her mother?
or was it because of that stupid driver (we all know which country he was from....)who didnt slowed down n later didnt even stopped when asked to....n that he only stopped when the kampung people stopped him...(which ocassionally bashed him up n burnt his trailer)...?
or was it because of the fact that this wasnt the first time?
Tv3 later on revealed that almost everyOne who lived near by ...had a relative/frend/luvedOne bein a victim on that road.... there was this father who told tv3 that his son died on the same spot several years ago..followed by a mother who lost her son 5 years before, then another who lost a bro n a father...n it just went on n on....
n that was no wonder why they were all so angry ...so mad ...so upset....after so many deaths....it still happend..someOne died on the very same road...
"This is all govt's fault!!!!" .of course that was the first thing all of them were yellin..."menteri besar..wakil rakyat..tolongla bina trafficLight pada jalan nie..sampai biler nak jadi begini?"
syahpadu had the hot seat for these....
but then again..should they be blamed fully?... the fact that the gurl was crossing wit her frends..on the zebra crossing....wit a safety man on the middle of the road..(which is bein paid by syahpadu) with the BERHENTI sign......this is not the case of a gurl just simply running crossed the road.....
all the safety precautions were there...
i think...
the issue here was the trailer who didnt slowed down....he was waved down....n he ignored it...the gurl was under her trailer n he ignored it...he smashed her head on the road...n still had the nerve to keep on movin....i wouldnt be surprised if he too ended dead on that road....what sickHuman is he?....
ure already not paying toll for using this old hyWay.. cant u at least slowDown u dumbF******!!!!!
what is it about e'Body rushin to someWhere....doesnt anyone slow down n smell the roses
(ok mayb not the roses..but at least just slow down..!!!!)
we've got enough roadBully Lunatics with KILL on their minds...please stop killin our future....please stop tellin the nation that its not safe anymore....ANYWHERE...period!!!
Another thing that ticks me..is that these children were heading to school...an agama school....not goin to some pub or poolPlace...n worst... on a teachers day....n wit her intentions to give a brooch to her teacher....i am just mad n sad at the same time....
i hate the fact that e'time i start my day ..i pray that it not b a day i have to read about another ....death in a box....killing ,rape....mugged, snatched,...missing people....
i hate reading the papers...wit my fist grippin the papers, shaking my head left to right..over stories which ended in unfair circumstances...
have we lost this fight?...
have we lost it all?
( i wonder....n keep on wonderin..)
aissssh..
10..40 am
i couldnt sleep cause of the news yesterday...
TV3 was coverin the news about the late norsalina, the schoolGurl who got knocked down by a trailer, head smashed on the road....the whole kampung created a rage on the road (i totally support it n wished i was livin around that area...definitely i'd be in the front page holdin that papan mayat of hers)....
at first i didnt get it as to why the kampung people were so outraged about the accident..(i know it sounds inHuman...but they were literaly blockin the roads k....)
was it because the fact that she was crossing the road...wit a safety man on the road n still got knocked down..not only that ..her head was smashed ...in front of her mother?
or was it because of that stupid driver (we all know which country he was from....)who didnt slowed down n later didnt even stopped when asked to....n that he only stopped when the kampung people stopped him...(which ocassionally bashed him up n burnt his trailer)...?
or was it because of the fact that this wasnt the first time?
Tv3 later on revealed that almost everyOne who lived near by ...had a relative/frend/luvedOne bein a victim on that road.... there was this father who told tv3 that his son died on the same spot several years ago..followed by a mother who lost her son 5 years before, then another who lost a bro n a father...n it just went on n on....
n that was no wonder why they were all so angry ...so mad ...so upset....after so many deaths....it still happend..someOne died on the very same road...
"This is all govt's fault!!!!" .of course that was the first thing all of them were yellin..."menteri besar..wakil rakyat..tolongla bina trafficLight pada jalan nie..sampai biler nak jadi begini?"
syahpadu had the hot seat for these....
but then again..should they be blamed fully?... the fact that the gurl was crossing wit her frends..on the zebra crossing....wit a safety man on the middle of the road..(which is bein paid by syahpadu) with the BERHENTI sign......this is not the case of a gurl just simply running crossed the road.....
all the safety precautions were there...
i think...
the issue here was the trailer who didnt slowed down....he was waved down....n he ignored it...the gurl was under her trailer n he ignored it...he smashed her head on the road...n still had the nerve to keep on movin....i wouldnt be surprised if he too ended dead on that road....what sickHuman is he?....
ure already not paying toll for using this old hyWay.. cant u at least slowDown u dumbF******!!!!!
what is it about e'Body rushin to someWhere....doesnt anyone slow down n smell the roses
(ok mayb not the roses..but at least just slow down..!!!!)
we've got enough roadBully Lunatics with KILL on their minds...please stop killin our future....please stop tellin the nation that its not safe anymore....ANYWHERE...period!!!
Another thing that ticks me..is that these children were heading to school...an agama school....not goin to some pub or poolPlace...n worst... on a teachers day....n wit her intentions to give a brooch to her teacher....i am just mad n sad at the same time....
i hate the fact that e'time i start my day ..i pray that it not b a day i have to read about another ....death in a box....killing ,rape....mugged, snatched,...missing people....
i hate reading the papers...wit my fist grippin the papers, shaking my head left to right..over stories which ended in unfair circumstances...
have we lost this fight?...
have we lost it all?
( i wonder....n keep on wonderin..)
aissssh..
10..40 am
16 May 2005
standing still
17 May 2005
it was a sunday...
a little sour a little to say..
wit my eyes shut..whisperin a pray..
something not to be so queer...
it was in the morning...
a little myth a little haunting....
as most were still yawning...
something came withOut a warning....
it was middle of the evening..
a little lost a little tempting...
u came tonite a little demanding...
xpecting me to do some killing...
it was nite n little daunting...
i let u in n wished u were hoping...
that we could hold to something forgiving...
wish u stood till ever lasting...........................................( " ,)
note2Self_ i was thinkin about someOne when i started writing this..then another one...then the other one...till i realised one is not related to the other...so this piece is a bit rough on the edges...but then again WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!( " ,)
p/s_ hy syaSya...welcome to my Life (sing along to simplePlan....heheheh)
it was a sunday...
a little sour a little to say..
wit my eyes shut..whisperin a pray..
something not to be so queer...
it was in the morning...
a little myth a little haunting....
as most were still yawning...
something came withOut a warning....
it was middle of the evening..
a little lost a little tempting...
u came tonite a little demanding...
xpecting me to do some killing...
it was nite n little daunting...
i let u in n wished u were hoping...
that we could hold to something forgiving...
wish u stood till ever lasting...........................................( " ,)
note2Self_ i was thinkin about someOne when i started writing this..then another one...then the other one...till i realised one is not related to the other...so this piece is a bit rough on the edges...but then again WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!( " ,)
p/s_ hy syaSya...welcome to my Life (sing along to simplePlan....heheheh)
12 May 2005
...of women n greenBubbleBath
12th May 2005
back in the office. the week b efore this was all about celebrating women.
it was mothers day, fashionweek(women..women) n the Non Alignment Movement Meeting on (yes...) women.
it was a week i was xpecting.
best thing was i was a part of it.
I never imagined myself doin foreign affairs
(tho my jobTittle has Diplomatic in it)....
but there i was...standing gracefully at all times
(tho my toes were killlin me...darn those pointy Heels...)..
tryin my best to to b as liase as i can...
(look serious, walk fast, try not to tripOver, speak to only foreign lookin people....hahha)..
but it was such an xperience..a good one..amidts the shits n shatters that happend... i've manage to make sure i didnt loose my minister ...i could say i did a goodJob
(as i pat myself in the back)...
loads of lessons learnt about this week of women...
(i) nothing beats a goodWarm smile....give one n u'll receive Love ( " , )
(ii) beauty comes in many forms...i learnt that its not just about looks when it comes to women..beauty is seen by the way she drinks her tea, the way she's persistence on an issue and of course the way she brings herself in front of public..
(iii) there are men DramaQueens!!!!!!
(iv) frendship comes in many forms, many situations n of course many endings...nothing is in a name for i remember them all....i may see them next week, this very next hour..or the next meeting...we may go separates way n destined never to see again....but no matter where the road leads...whether u're in my life that leads...u'll always be remembered as u were....as pure as how it began...goodLasting frendship...cheers
(v) i look great in ALL black..
(v) datuk sharizat has a goodLookin son....(muahahahahaahah)
i ended that week in a bathTub filled wit greenBubbles...mmmmm...heaven was all i had that one lastNite..heheh
some things also changed thru Out the week...there are some people i miss so dearLy....some i may see this weekend, later today, next week....
but there's one i dont think i wont b hearing from anymore...no he's not dead...he didnt' move to another state or was relocated to another workPlace....he didnt loose my number...he's just ....(gosh hold ure self..) G O N E...
woooosh....just like that....sent him an sms...no reply....just nothin....he left...even withOut sayin goodBye...
u know, the usual curry will cry over this, become so pathethic ..one will feel as if going to a funeral..but guess what....nope..not gonna do that.
well the sad feelin is there...(its not human u know if this doesnt affect me)..
but i wont shed a tear for this...i wont let myself get torn because of this ...
no more.....
maybe cause ive been a victim too long..that maybe its time i need to get myself together....no more drama for me..no more tears for stupid feelings like these...im a big gurl....ive got a strong heart...even if this heart wont ever open anymore (if Lar...if....) i wont succumb to some idiotic craving just to get hurt all over again.....
most often than not i always tell myself i know myWay out..but eTime i say that..im still here...stayin put..havin my fingers crossed, hopin the worst thing wont happend..then realised e'thing is a mistake just a lil time too late...
no not this time....
i know who i am...
for a while there i thought i lost myself...
thru time...
things come n go...feelings stay n had to let go..
but i know who i am...
and as time take all it could
change everything that would...
it will never change nor take away...
.*M.E*.
1.43 pm
back in the office. the week b efore this was all about celebrating women.
it was mothers day, fashionweek(women..women) n the Non Alignment Movement Meeting on (yes...) women.
it was a week i was xpecting.
best thing was i was a part of it.
I never imagined myself doin foreign affairs
(tho my jobTittle has Diplomatic in it)....
but there i was...standing gracefully at all times
(tho my toes were killlin me...darn those pointy Heels...)..
tryin my best to to b as liase as i can...
(look serious, walk fast, try not to tripOver, speak to only foreign lookin people....hahha)..
but it was such an xperience..a good one..amidts the shits n shatters that happend... i've manage to make sure i didnt loose my minister ...i could say i did a goodJob
(as i pat myself in the back)...
loads of lessons learnt about this week of women...
(i) nothing beats a goodWarm smile....give one n u'll receive Love ( " , )
(ii) beauty comes in many forms...i learnt that its not just about looks when it comes to women..beauty is seen by the way she drinks her tea, the way she's persistence on an issue and of course the way she brings herself in front of public..
(iii) there are men DramaQueens!!!!!!
(iv) frendship comes in many forms, many situations n of course many endings...nothing is in a name for i remember them all....i may see them next week, this very next hour..or the next meeting...we may go separates way n destined never to see again....but no matter where the road leads...whether u're in my life that leads...u'll always be remembered as u were....as pure as how it began...goodLasting frendship...cheers
(v) i look great in ALL black..
(v) datuk sharizat has a goodLookin son....(muahahahahaahah)
i ended that week in a bathTub filled wit greenBubbles...mmmmm...heaven was all i had that one lastNite..heheh
some things also changed thru Out the week...there are some people i miss so dearLy....some i may see this weekend, later today, next week....
but there's one i dont think i wont b hearing from anymore...no he's not dead...he didnt' move to another state or was relocated to another workPlace....he didnt loose my number...he's just ....(gosh hold ure self..) G O N E...
woooosh....just like that....sent him an sms...no reply....just nothin....he left...even withOut sayin goodBye...
u know, the usual curry will cry over this, become so pathethic ..one will feel as if going to a funeral..but guess what....nope..not gonna do that.
well the sad feelin is there...(its not human u know if this doesnt affect me)..
but i wont shed a tear for this...i wont let myself get torn because of this ...
no more.....
maybe cause ive been a victim too long..that maybe its time i need to get myself together....no more drama for me..no more tears for stupid feelings like these...im a big gurl....ive got a strong heart...even if this heart wont ever open anymore (if Lar...if....) i wont succumb to some idiotic craving just to get hurt all over again.....
most often than not i always tell myself i know myWay out..but eTime i say that..im still here...stayin put..havin my fingers crossed, hopin the worst thing wont happend..then realised e'thing is a mistake just a lil time too late...
no not this time....
i know who i am...
for a while there i thought i lost myself...
thru time...
things come n go...feelings stay n had to let go..
but i know who i am...
and as time take all it could
change everything that would...
it will never change nor take away...
.*M.E*.
1.43 pm
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